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  Mikalo’s Flame

  Mikalo’s Flame

  A novel

  Syndra K. Shaw

  Copyright 2013 Syndra K. Shaw

  Smashwords Edition

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  Cover design by Renae Porter

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  To my FB bff Jodie,

  who gave me her time and encouragement,

  kept me safe and warm in her pocket,

  and always made me laugh.

  And to you, the Reader.

  Without you, there would be no words to write

  or stories to tell.

  Thank you.

  Chapter One

  At least we made it into the house this time.

  While leaving the restaurant, Mikalo had given me “the look”.

  But instead of his customary boyish smirk, the teasing grin hinting at his growing need for me, this time his eyes were already hooded with lust.

  And after all but dashing out of the cab and running down the block to skirt quickly up the stairs, jam the key in the lock and slip inside, the door barely closing behind us, he was on me.

  His hands pulling off my coat, his fingers tugging the scarf from my neck, mine ripping his free over his head, wrestling with the buttons of his coat and then the belt buckle around his pants.

  He slammed me against the wall, his palms rummaging past my shirt to lie flat against my breasts as we kissed. Deeply.

  I broke free, pulling the fabric over my head, Mikalo dropping to his knees to slip off my shoes and wrestle my pants down my thighs and past my calves, his face quickly pressing close to my warmth.

  My fingers in his hair, I ground my hips into him.

  He moaned, the vibration of this helpless, desperate sound resonating against the delicate layer of silk.

  I pulled him to his feet again, sliding his jeans down, the denim languishing ‘round his knees as he kicked his shoes free, my fist immediately wrapping around him.

  His tongue in my mouth, he groaned.

  I smiled as I bent low, playfully ducking under his arms and, slipping from his grasp, starting up the stairs.

  He laughed as he hopped, trapped by the denim, freeing first one leg and then the other before throwing the jeans to the side and taking the stairs two at a time to easily catch me.

  And pinning me beneath him, he had smiled, the edge of the stairs cutting into my shoulders, my back, my legs, my calves.

  “Is that what you would like, Ronan?” he asked. “To go free?”

  I squirmed, pushing myself against him as his lips met my neck.

  He had called me Ronan. Not “my Grace”.

  Yeah, this was going to be quite a night.

  “You want me to?” I mumbled as I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed. “You don’t like me helpless and trapped?”

  His hardness pressed against my thigh, hot and thick.

  God, I wanted it.

  Slipping my hands beneath his shirt, I raked my nails up his flesh, scratching him.

  He gasped, his eyes closing as he lifted from me, arching his back and pushing into the sudden sting.

  Squirming to the side, I tore free, dodging past him.

  And then, turning, I scrambled my way up the stairs.

  Another laugh as he followed, his hands grasping at my ankles as he crawled and then stood, chasing me.

  Finally at the top, I sprinted toward the bedroom, Mikalo close behind.

  Dashing through the door, I turned to face him as he came in.

  He stopped in the doorway, his shirt impatiently peeled over his head with one hand as he watched me backing away from him, my fingers slowly drawing the thin layer of silk down my thighs.

  And stepping free from them, I waited, naked, ready, willing.

  He lunged, catching me, slamming into me, the two of us falling to the floor.

  Yes.

  I opened myself to him, his hair in my fist, my teeth on his neck, his shoulder, his lips on my cheek, his tongue licking my flesh, his mouth sucking me as we gasped and groaned.

  Reaching below, I grabbed him, stroking and pulling.

  He moaned, the sound lost in my breast as he sucked me deep.

  I guided him, impatient. Forced him deep in one sudden, perfect thrust.

  And with that, he was inside.

  We paused, holding our breath as he lifted his chest from mine, his eyes on me.

  I nodded. Begged.

  Do it. Hard.

  He withdrew slowly, so, so slowly and then plunged deep.

  God yes.

  I stretched my arms above my head, giving myself to him.

  He plunged again, grinding hard, moving deeper.

  Oh god yes.

  I opened my legs wider and pulled him down to me, his chest crushing my breasts as he wrapped his arms around me and held tight.

  His movements came brutal, quick, my gasps urging him on, the words dying in my throat all the permission he needed to ravage me without apology.

  My hips raised, forcing him further into me, my fingers threaded through his hair to grasp and pull, his arms hooked under, his hands clutching my shoulders, steadying me, holding me firm as he picked up the pace, his eyes no longer seeing me as his need grew.

  The hard wood floor was bruising my flesh. And on my tongue I tasted the tell-tale metallic tang of blood, our passion wounding me yet again.

  I pulled his head back by his hair.

  “Kiss me,” I said, his lips quickly on mine as I sucked his tongue into my mouth.

  My hips were trembling.

  I moaned, digging my heels into the wood as I rose to meet his thrusts.

  He gasped, his lips roughly grazing my cheeks, my neck.

  “More,” I begged.

  His hips slammed into me.

  The trembling grew, my legs now shaking as the thump-thump-thump began.

  “My Grace ...” he whispered, his movements now frantic.

  “Yes,” I urged. “Yes, now. Do it. Now.”

  I raised my hips further, opening myself even more to him as he thrust and then thrust again.

  His muscles contracting, he stopped as he held himself above me, his head back.

  And then he groaned, the sound rumbling like thunder through the room.

  I arched my back and lifted my hips again, pushing myself against him as my own wave crested and then crashed.

  He moved deeper as he throbbed, spilling into me.

  My teeth gritted as I groaned, falling back to the floor as it rippled and coursed through me, my skin burning red as my muscles clenched.

  He followed, staying close, still moving, riding it with me, coaxing more waves to crest and crash, each one quieter than the last until nothing was left but the warm echo of our bliss.

  He grew still, stretching out to lay on top of me.

  And then he kissed me, tenderly, sweetly, his hands moving my hair from my face.

  “And now the bed, yes?” he finally asked, his b
oyish smirk back with a vengeance.

  Chapter Two

  There was nothing more beautiful than the sight of Mikalo satiated by sex.

  He sighed and stretched his arms above his head, his brow knitting briefly as he lingered in that sweet space between exhaustion and sleep.

  I sipped my water, my arms hugging me as I stood in the doorway watching him.

  There were doubts.

  There were questions.

  And there was love.

  This was where I lingered as I watched him drift into his dreams.

  Logic had always ruled me. Every decision, every plan, every thought, all of it worked and reworked again through a rock solid sense of unshakeable logic. The unnecessary, the extraneous, unraveled and tossed aside.

  This is who I was and who I’d always been. Not prone to recklessness. Not given to flights of fancy.

  Everything driven by logic, pure and simple.

  Always.

  But this. With Mikalo. This was new and different. This was powerful. This was a whole world of emotions. And there I was, a stranger in a frightening land, stumbling her way through the dark.

  And I was terrified.

  This was love.

  I wanted to go to him now. Crawl in bed. Wrap my arms around him and feel his warmth against me. Hear him sigh as he recognized my touch. Feel his chest rise as he turned his head to rest his cheek against me, pulling me close. I wanted to be safe and secure in his arms, the scent of him surrounding me, quieting my fears.

  But I remained in the doorway, sipping my water.

  Not long ago we had met in the coffee shop, me with my documents, he in his grey suit. In New York to interview for a coveted position at the law firm I was a Partner at, he had charmed me as he stumbled his way through the English language.

  Stunningly handsome and effortlessly intriguing, he had made me feel safe as he rejected girls younger and, in my opinion, more beautiful.

  And, soon after, with an intoxicating blend of eager sincerity and insistent desire, he had taken me with a passion that opened my heart and annihilated my boundaries.

  And although he had insisted on staying at a hotel when he first returned, over time he had all but moved in, a logical -- see, there’s that word again -- decision which made sense and pleased both of us.

  None of this steadied my heart or calmed my doubts.

  Why would he come to New York to interview for work he didn’t need?

  Why would he even entertain the thought of work if he was worth billions?

  What of his family in Greece? Their obvious needs? The crisis they faced at the hands of his brother and, as Mikalo called her, “the wife”?

  Why should I even care?

  And is this, our love, our life together, is it moving too fast?

  As I said, there were questions.

  But even now with my heart battling my head, I could feel that familiar warmth, that tingle, as I saw him shift, pushing the sheet away, inadvertently exposing more flesh.

  I could almost taste the light sheen of sweat staining the muscles of his chest. Feel his abs flexing under my fingers as my hand snaked lower.

  And my knees still grew weak at the sight of his beautiful butt, the twin globes rising into the air as he turned over and snuggled in, pulling the pillow to his chest.

  Weeks had passed since his return from Greece. The city outside locked in winter, the streets snow and ice, the air bracing and the wind harsh. Weeks of sex. Sometimes rough and brutal, like tonight. Other times, tender and patient, calm and giving.

  Weeks of an unfamiliar happiness. Of raucous laughter and long talks that stretched through the night and continued with the rising of the sun. Talks I loved with a man I cherished and adored.

  Still ...

  Oh, Jesus Christ. Just rein it in, Ronan. Stop talking yourself out of a good thing. Stop the questions, the fears, the doubts.

  Just stop it.

  I bit my tongue and swallowed, silencing those voices which poked, prodded, and questioned. And then I padded my way through the shadows, finally relenting, going to him, sliding in and spooning against his smooth flesh, my arms gently wrapping around him and hugging him close.

  We have our whole lives, my Grace, he said often.

  I prayed he was right. Trusted there would be time for questions. Time for answers.

  And then I’d know what to do.

  I hoped.

  Chapter Three

  What the hell?

  The stretch of 42nd Street in front of my office building was clogged with dark-windowed black vans. Like, high level security-type of vans. And metal gates. And guards. Lots of guards wearing dark suits and sporting even darker sunglasses. The kind of somber, anonymous, discreetly powerful men you see when the President visits.

  And as far as I knew the President wasn’t in New York today.

  My car stopped, the driver, a kind man with gentle eyes and the careless, disheveled blond hair of a California surfer, looking at me in the rear view mirror.

  “This is as far as I can go, Miss,” he said apologetically, nodding toward the barrier and the guards walking up to the car.

  “No problem,” I quickly said, grabbing my bag and hoisting the bulging files to my chest. “I got it from here.”

  Opening the door, I stepped into the chilly morning air.

  At once, stone-faced guards with buzz cuts surrounded me.

  ID?

  Got it.

  Why are you here?

  I work here.

  Where?

  Macfarlane, Schaal.

  Name?

  Ronan Grace.

  Social Security number?

  Excuse me?

  Quick flash of anger as the square jaw clenched.

  Stare down.

  I win.

  A quick conversation into a wrist watch and then another brief moment as a thick hand covered a discreet earpiece, eyes narrowing as the information was checked and rechecked.

  Finally,

  This way please.

  “What’s this all about?” I asked politely.

  No response

  Instead, a hand brusquely guiding my elbow, I was whisked down the sidewalk, past a battalion of paparazzi stifling yawns, through the revolving glass doors, and into the spacious, high-ceilinged lobby.

  Where we did it all over again.

  With even more bored photographers lying in wait, surrounded by duffel bags, cameras balanced on round stomachs covered by threadbare t-shirts and winter coats.

  ID. Macfarlane, Schaal. Quick look through the documents. Body scan with a metal detector. Pat down from an unhappy female guard as another pawed through my Goyard bag, moving aside the make-up and pens and wadded up receipts.

  Bag shoved toward me followed by a quick nod indicating I was good to go.

  Well, thank you very much.

  “Ronan.”

  Thank god!

  “What the hell, Bill?” I asked, grateful for the familiar face of Bill Blazen, co-worker, friend, and father figure, standing at the elevators.

  “Guess we’ll find out soon enough,” he said as the doors opened with a ding and, his hand on the small of my back, we stepped in.

  “I guess I should feel special I made it past the armed guards and growling dogs and cavity search, right?” I joked after the doors closed.

  “You got a cavity search?” he asked. “Lucky.”

  “What, you didn’t tip the guy?”

  He laughed.

  “I’m cheap.”

  “And god knows cavity searches ain’t,” I teased. “So, evidently the building’s on high security clamp down or something.”

  “Essential personnel only, I was told.”

  “Which would explain the paparazzi,” I said.

  He smiled.

  “Guess so,” he then said, his eyes watching the numbers climb as the elevator zipped up to the 40th floor.

  “So, no idea what any of this is about?”

  A q
uick shrug of the shoulders,

  “I think I know, but ...” he said.

  “But what?”

  He looked at me as we approached our floor.

  “But I hope I’m wrong,” he whispered as the elevator came to a gentle halt.

  The doors opened.

  To chaos.

  Chapter Four

  Secretaries stood next to their cubicles as dogs sniffed for bombs.

  Security guards checked IDs. Again.

  And yet more guards lingered in doorways or roamed the halls, their eyes behind the dark glasses scanning and searching.

  Janey waited near my office.

  “The Byzans,” she whispered.

  “All this for them?” I asked.

  She nodded.

  The Byzans. A ridiculously wealthy family from Europe. One of my department’s biggest clients and a persistent pain in my ass.

  “Yeah, they’re evidently on their way, or something. And they think they’re fucking royalty now or, I don’t know. Whatever.”

  A nearby guard cocked his head our way, obviously overhearing us, before strolling several steps to a second guard for a quick whisper in his ear.

  I gently pulled Janey into my office and closed the door.

  “This is fucking ridiculous,” I said. “They’re a wealthy family, not the President or royalty or anyone really important. I mean, seriously, this is just stupid.”

  There was a knock on the door.

  Sighing, I opened it.

  An anonymous dark-haired man in dark glasses, earpiece firmly in place spoke.

  “All doors remain open.”

  “No,” I said, closing the door in his face.

  This was my office and my job. And I had work to do. Sensitive work for discreet people that wouldn’t appreciate anyone -- asshole security guards, emotionally immature rich families, even trustworthy co-workers -- knowing their business.

  “All doors remain open” my ass.

  I returned to my desk, Janey looking nervous as she lingered nearby.